Today's Post is brought to you by the Letter I

Today's posts is a double re-post.  Words are so very hard to come by on this letter.  C was bad enough.  The second post was about a month after.

FRIDAY, OCTOBER 9, 2009

My Little Isabella

My little Isabella was bornWednesday.  She was only 16 weeks old however and did not survive.  I wonder what God's plans are.  Why would this happen?  I do not know.  I do know that this is very hard.  I know that her big brother Corwin will now have her in heaven where they can be together.   I know that every tear I cry waters the meadows where they play.  I know that their parents loved them so much and never even got to hold them.  Oh Isabella and Corwin how I wish you were here now.  


You two love each other and when God says its time I will see you again.  I love you both so much.


Dad

SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 7, 2009

Remembering Isabella

All is quiet now.
Most have forgotten.
Time forever moves in it's endless destination
Unknown


A month has passed
And still I cry
When shall my heart
Stop it's long sigh


Hurting on the inside
Yet I hide it so well
If only I could forget
And relinquish this hell


To forget is freedom
From the aches in my heart
To remember tortures my soul
With what should have been.


Nonstop we travel 
Through life everyday.
If we stop and think
The pain won't go away.


Please don't be upset
If I don't think of you everyday

It's just too hard

Getting through that way


I promise I will love you

Through the rest of my years

Daddy's little girl

remembered with tears